Monday, January 30, 2017
2016 was a year of personal records. I kept thinking about what is next this past fall. I didn't really have a clue what my next goals were. What I wanted to do or race. I sort of plateaued with my running and was pretty burnt out on it after two hard grueling marathon cycles.
Fall training came around and I started doing my Tempo runs with Karen. And one day, she couldn't keep up. She knew something wasn't right. The next day she went to the doctors and found out she had cancer. Long story short, she instantly went into Chemo and fought throughout the fall. To watch someone fight so hard and honorable during such a crazy time was admirable. Karen isn't just my running partner. We have become friends. And most importantly, she was a mom, a daughter and wife.
During the chemo we would run. Maybe not as fast but definitely more memorable. During these runs we talked about doing something bigger than ourselves. And what do runners talk about? Well, races of course. So, Karen, myself, Karen (Fancy Fonts) and Kristy came up with a brilliant plan. Let's run for a charity. Lets run for the Leukemia and Lymphoma Society's Team in Training. LETS RUN THE NEW YORK MARATHON.
Then the "Oh Shit" moment happened. We actually signed up. Its funny because sometimes you talk other people into it and tell them to not worry about that than next thing you know you are freaking out about the same damn thing. And next thing you know, I am signed up.
Even though when I race, I race for my team and pace group, it usually is a selfish sport. I raced for myself. I ran Detroit for myself. I ran Shamrock for myself.
I decided I needed to do something bigger than for myself. Even though my friend, Karen, fought this Cancer. I am not running for her. I AM RUNNING WITH HER. I am running with her to prove to this world that there is some good. That Cancer will not defeat her or anyone else if they don't let it. I am running so that maybe, just maybe, I can help someone else fight and defeat cancer.
I am completely scared shitless thinking about raising funds. But screw it. As Jess (The Fit Petite) once told me, if you aren't nervous or scared, than you aren't passionate about it. So here I am. Scared and completely nervous. But I am thankful that I am doing this with three (hopefully four) awesome friends.
So today, I am here to apologize now. I will be annoying the hell out of you for ten months for fundraising. Get used to it because until we reach our goal, I can't stop.
PS- It is going to be fun running a whole marathon with a friend or in this case friends. It's going to be a crazy fun day.
Also, feel free to donate to US. Follow the link: Cancer Better Run